I had a vision the other day when I was praying. I don’t know if it was exactly a vision, but often when I’m praying, I get a random picture in my head. Except, I don’t believe they’re random. When I’ve prayed for people, and a picture comes to mind, the person is usually astounded at the way it perfectly relates to them or their situation.
That’s the power of God. He sees and knows all things. His Spirit is able to speak to us and through us if we are willing to be in communion with him and used by him.
All of that is an explanation for my time with Jesus last week.
Due to crazy, unexpected circumstances, our family is in a transition situation with housing. The details for this post don’t matter as much as what I’ve been learning in this season.
The journey is always more important than the destination.
I may know and believe that, but in the middle of circumstantial pressure and timelines, deadlines, pressing in, I forget. And recently, I realized that I was seeking answers from the Lord more than I was seeking him.
Jesus tells us to ask, seek, and knock (Matthew 7:7). He says our heavenly Father is good and wants to give us good gifts (Matthew 7:11). Every good gift is from Him! (James 1:17) The Bible also says that if we lack wisdom, all we have to do is ask and it will be given to us. (James 1:5)
So there is nothing wrong with asking for what we need and seeking direction from God. That’s a good thing!
But what God really wants is relationship with him. He longs for us to be in his presence. We need to seek HIM first before everything else.
I found that when I went to God, I was actually getting off track by:
- Time restraints – God is outside time, but we live in a timed world that can feel like pressure if we don’t have the right focus
- Options – sometimes there are many good (and some bad) options available to us, and we can get caught up in the plethora of possibilities trying to figure out the best one God has for us
- Questions – it’s easy to focus more on “why is this or that happening?” or “what is going on?” rather than trusting that God has a plan and will let us in on it in the prefect timing
- Outside distractions – illness, broken appliances, world problems, family needs, friends’ issues to name only a few of the daily things that can keep us tied up – the Bible says “entangled”
Praying about all those things isn’t wrong or bad, but I discovered that when I sought only Jesus first, everything else fell into place. Just sitting in his presence, singing to him, praising him, and thanking him changed my heart attitude and made everything clearer.
The Bible tells us to “take every thought captive” and make it obedient to Jesus Christ. I used to tell my kids to think about that verse as if thoughts came knocking at the door of our castle. We might open the little mini-door to see who’s there, but then, if it’s not the lovely, pure, excellent thoughts we should have (Phil. 4:8), we send the thought to the dungeon where Jesus is in charge.
I don’t want anything to distract me from Jesus.
That brings me to the picture I had.
Which was of a large, red umbrella. At the time, I was praying with some people and believed it was for someone. (It turned out it was.) When I first have a picture pop into my mind, it’s just a picture and doesn’t usually make sense, but as I sit and wait for God to explain, it typically becomes clear.
In this case, God said that he was the umbrella and it was time to come out of the rain of things that were an overwhelming flood of distraction coming down. He said to cling to the handle, stay close, and hold fast to him, and he would cover the person. The umbrella was red denoting the blood of Jesus that covers us.
It turns out that the picture was also for me. Maybe it speaks to you as well.
When Jesus is all that matters, he covers us and nothing else, even things that seem (or are) so crucial, lose their position in our perspective. Not only that, but he always comes through with answers, makes impossible situations work out, and makes every crooked place smooth.
I have to remember to keep blinders on – like a horse in a race. LOL
Worship is one of the things that helps me keep my focus on track. This song is one that helped me that day and for days following.
Here’s to keeping on track with Jesus.
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‘And recently, I realized that I was seeking answers from the Lord more than I was seeking him.’
That is such a good word and one I’ve been guilty of as well. I actually read this on Sunday and read that quote to my prayer group, but it took me a bit before I had a chance to sit down and reply.
Wise words, Laura! Thanks so mucy for sharing!
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I’m so glad it spoke to you. Thanks for letting me know and for sharing it. I hope it encouraged and challenged someone. Just sharing what I’m learning! LOL
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